frozen tears

you left me to live
my life alone
you left me a feeling
i don't know.
it feels like a... cold winter night
a positive future... out of sight
there's no reason
for me to live
so much love
i wanted to give
now i'm stuck
with all my fears
all day i'm crying
crying frozen tears
why did you die?
it seems so unfair
and when i cried
i cried frozen tears


lonesome

no one to talk to but myself
all this love i cannot give
i'll just put it on a shelf
that's the lonesome life a live
loneliness...my worst pain
loneliness...driving me insane
loneliness...a closed door
loneliness...can't take it no more
all these dreams but no one cares
all these plans i ever made
is there someone who wants to share
this lonesome life i really hate
no one there to ease my mind
to keep me up from falling down
an answer i will never find
in this lonesome life i will drown


a journey through lowlands green

lowlands green through which i fly
these colours of joy i see in the sky
travelling in an incredible high
these flights through lowlands green
heaven is what it seems
cannabolistic dreams
seeds of pleasure, from lowlands green
inhale the fog, your mind is clean
these memories will forever be
hairs of white with a purple glow
take me there, to places unknown
lowlands green through which i will flow


one with the sea

raped by society
a useless life for me
into eternity
one with the sea
the waves cleanse away the pain
the salt takes away my name
only leaving my soul to be
becoming one with the sea
scarres mind, i want to be free
a trip to my final destiny
this afterlife mystery
one with the sea
usefull life? i disagree
a hopeless pile of misery
into the books of history
becoming one with the sea
the waves cleanse away the pain
the salt takes away my name
only leaving my soul to be
becoming one with the sea
to end it all finally
life ain't shit without dignity
just one final remedy
becoming one with the sea


dreams of sorrow

as you sleep, your subconsciousness reigns
visions of misery, sorrow and pain
blackened sky, mournfull spheres
people drowning in a flood of tears
fear of nighttime, it's time to sleep
sandman comes, no time to weep
hope you'll wake up alive tomorrow
surviving again these dreams of sorrow
as you sleep, your mind falls deeper
vsions of death, the grim reaper
black plague, hunger and hate
mortal people this is your fate
as you sleep, you dream of fear
visions of sorrow, visions are clear
blackened earth, world of death
as you breathe, your final breath
dreaming about sorrow, the nightmares of life
no more sleep
being awake is being alive


stardust

into dimensions undiscovered
life on earth? who bothers
escaping is a must
flying free on stardust
on stardust i fly free through the galaxy
cosmic freedom
through galactic spheres
circling around the moon
the milky way my guide
i'm already starting to bloom
this peacefull new life
without that eartly gloom
into dimensions undiscovered
life on earth? who bothers
escaping is a must
flying through the galaxy on wings of stardust


psyche nullification

look into my mind, what do you see
voices crawling round, torturing me
telling me things, you can't believe
lost forever in this mist of voices
a dark world beyond our own
unable to make my own choices
i'm soil for downers they've sown
when i take those pills my life will be well
i will hear no voices
but they are so wrong, my life is hell
i'll take an overdosis
a glimpse of the truth you may have seen
that's who i am, that's who i have been
i'll take my life in search for peace
slashing my wrists and i'll be free
always these voices
i cannot take it anymore
no more
no more